so this weekend we've been on a retreat about Power Evangelism. It's been really good. interesting in that, i had been around prophecy [which is what we were really talking about] before, but i hadn't ever PROPHESIED. ya know? i've prophesied over... i was told i'm gonna work with kids... well this weekend, i was told i have the gift of prophecy. and that i have prophetic dreams
[well i already knew that... i've been having prophetic dreams for years]
God was really moving this weekend... i definitely felt him. We as a class went down to Joe's Addiction and prayed with people in the Valley Brook community and also with some of the people at Joe's. it was just an awesome afternoon of ministry overall.
i didn't get any prophecies for people.. but i felt at peace while i was there.. and i don't know for sure... i maybe got some images for people but in my fear and insecurity...i was too scared to say anything.
this would not be surprising to me....bcuz though i am not a shy person... when it comes to telling someone something that i probably have no right [other than the fact that Jesus is telling it to me] to know... well, that's a little scary. and i think i've decided that that is one of those things that no matter how many times i do it... it will still frighten me at least a little.
Even yesterday we were doing this exercise... like to get us somewhat comfortable with the idea of prophesying or even just giving God words to people... and we were doing it with each other because it's a safe environment for something that really all of us are new at... well, i was partnered with one of the teacher guys... and i didn't know him at all... other than his name. and he didn't know me at all... other than my name and my favorite color [rainbow]
but like, he told me a bunch of crazy stuff [[all the stuff at the beginning of the post plus some other stuff]]
he then proceeded to tell me a vision he had just had of me... and the vision he had... well, he was telling me it and i'm realizing that... everything he's saying to me is the dream i had had the night before... it was so insane for me to see that! i took it as confirmation that God really does talk to me through dreams...
and we'll see what happens as to what the dream meant. bcuz i think there was definite meaning behind it... but i'm just not sure how it's gonna play out. i know God knows though...
[the hard part is trusting Him]
but,
God is good [all the time]
[all the time] God is good.
bcuz that is His Nature.
[[WOW]]
God is working on my heart about a lot of things...i covet your prayers...just that i would have clarity about everything. He is faithful...i'm just having to remind myself of that... He's always there even when i'm not looking for Him...or leaning on Him... He's still there.
OH! i'm going to see Tenth Avenue North on monday night with my friend Katie! i'm SO excited!! it's gonna be amazing!!!
~Katelyn